shahnaz bisyir ;')

tau doong shahnaz siapa.........

anak aldscharze juga....cewek arab yg dr dulu selalu gue curhatin

dia pindah boarding loh, jadi bakalan jarang ktm deh :(

teruus gue bikin surat buat dia, udh lama sih pas kmrn sebelum mau jalan ke sency buat ngsh dia kado aldscharze kan crtnya mau bikin surat buat dia, eh gagal.

jadi gue simpen aja di kamar, kmrn pas hari terakhir bisa ktm dia, gue lupa bawa.

bego.

akhirnya gue bacain via vn aja deh.... btw gue nangis loh huhu #edisicurhat

im gonna miss you bisyirrrr :-*

FINALLY!

waktu liat nem pertama kali gue langsung keluar kamar, nyamperin nyokap, terus bilang..."mama maaf ya nilaiku jelek.." bukannya ga bersyukur sama nilai 36.00 sih, alhamdulillah bgt malah. cuma kecewa aja bener2 jauh dari target :""

papa mama sih bilang kalo bangga sama gue, ya Allah seneng banget bisa denger mereka bilang gitu, paling enggak gue bisa bikin mereka seneng sama usaha gue sendiri :)

tp alhamdulillah bgt walaupun ngepas nilai gue msh cukup.........terus tesortrix lulus 100% loooh <3

WOHOOOOO IM FREE!!!

National exam was already overrrrrrrrrrrrrr ;)))))


gak seneng-seneng banget karna masih ada satu hal --> RSBI.

DOAKAN SEMOGA GUE JADI SALAH SATU DARI 190 ORANG YANG MENJADI MURID BARU SMAN 81 JAKARTA.

Anjrit bener-bener ya gue pusing mikirin rsbi x_x

hmmmmmmmmmmm dengan berakhirnya uan bikin lega jgsih.

karna karna karna, gue pas kemarin hari kamis(hari terakhir uan)

pas sampe rumah bisa langsung tidur dengan tenang, gak mikirin belajar-belajar lagi.

pas sebelum uan gue bener-bener gak bisa tidur dengan tenang, mikirin ini-itu, mikirin soal-soal yang nanti kira-kira bakal keluar yah gitu deh agak-agak stress, but i can handle it ;)))

tinggal nunggu rsbi terus hasil uan........

target kalo ditanya yaaa setinggi-tingginyalah ya. 37.50 HEHEHEHEHEHE.

kalo gak segitu juga gatau deh, sekarang tinggal banyak-banyak berdoa aja.

yang penting kan gue udah berusaha buat belajar dan jujur, tinggal gimana Allah ngasihnya, eya eya serius tp.

mood ngepost blog nih wohoooooooooooo kangen abis terakhir ngepost kapan tau hufhuf, terus apa lagi yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...........

pokoknya #maywish bener-bener seputar sekolah deh ya.

mau dapet 81, mau lancar, mau banggain mama papa, terus mau mau kamu huahahahahahaha apaansih yar-____________________-

masih gamau pisah sama tesortrix, terus masih ga mau pisah sama temen-temen di bta huhu msh pengen bta bangeeeeeeeeet :(((

by the way.........

source: tumblr.

;)

see you soooooooooooooooooooon!

xo

we're adadeh(anak dari dedeh)

i love you guuuuuuuuuuuuuys :D

-

47 DAYS TO GO BEFORE NATIONAL EXAM.

and i'm not ready yet....................................

regret.

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel

More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go

More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

I miss someone who was sing this song to me.

He is..........bbbblablabla.

I just.......regret my stupid decision :(

I really-really regret it.



But..........

I'm so glad to see you with her.

At least,

as long as you're happy, i'll try to be happy too.

even though its hard,

i'll keep trying.



One thing that i really want to tell you is......

hmm.....


Dunno why, I miss the way you call my name.

"There are a lot people who call you by your name, but there is only one person who can make it sound so damn special." -@TeensInLove.

i miss the way you call me yari, bar.

happy 2nd year anniversary my bitches :')

hai!


hari ini...........menyenangkan sekali.


karena2222??????????



hari ini aldscharze 2taun.................. seneng bgt gksih wkwk lebay x_x

jadiii gaktau kenapa allah tuh emang baik banget ya.


hari ini, hari jumat.

terus gaada tadarus atau kegiatan semacamnya.

masuk seperti biasa jam 6.30

terus kan emg niat kita mau ke rumah bani pas pulang sekolah, tapi ternyata allah berkata lain ea-_-

sekolah dicepetin jadi balik jam 9.45



gila seneng bgt gaksih kan berarti jadi bisa semakin lama kita brg2nya kan..............


yaudin akhirnya ga jadi kerumah bani, tp ke rumah hany.

terus td kita foto2 di rmh hany skip2 deh gue pgn upload fotonya cm laptop lg ngeselin bgt lemot minta ampun jd sepertinya gaaada foto apapun di postingan kali ini o:)

yayaya lanjut.



tadi sediiiiiiiiiiiiih banget, pas udh selesai foto2 kita ke kamarnnya hany trs abis itu cerita2, curhat2, buka kartu...........segala mcmlah ya.

pokoknya pada ngmg soal 'sesuatu' yang lagi kita tutupin.


abis itu gue pengen balik sama amyra shahnaz lidya, tbtb hany ngmg sesuatu yang akhirnya bikin gue ga mau pulang.

kita malah akhirnya sedih2an dan nangis bareng.



taun depan, 14 januari taun depan,

kita udh ga satu sekolah lagi.


udah ga pake baju putih-biru lagi.


udah punya temen2 yang baru.



dan takutnya ga bisa ngerayain anniv bareng2 lagi.


ah sedihnya :"(


hany ngomong, "gue takut gue ga bisa nemuin temen yang kaya kalian, yg bisa nerima gue apa adanya,"


aaaaaaaaaaaaa prh. gue setuju sama hany.


kita setuju sama hany.


kita udah ngerasa terlalu deket.


kita udah ngerasa ngerti satu sama lain.


jadi kayanya emang susah buat dapetin temen2 kaya mereka.

yang mau dengerin gue cerita apa aja.


gue dua taun sama mereka.

dari pas jadian sama nadhiel, balikan sama carlo, jadian sama ray, trs sama akbar.


semuanya putus gitu aja, dan mereka semua selalu ada buat gue :D


jangan blg gue lebay-_-

karna.................



serius.


ini yg gue rasain-___-


yayaya.


pokoknya gue syg mereka banget.


happy anniversary Amyra

happy anniversary Lidya

happy anniversary Ditya

happy anniversary Sabrina

happy anniversary Hany

happy anniversary Bania

happy anniversary Shahnaz

happy 2nd year anniversary Aldscharze, i love y'all :*

gptg.

Hi.

gue................bosen.

amat-sangat bosen.

boOoooOOOooosEn-_-

grrrrrrr bt bgt gaada temen gaada pcr ckck.

terus? Mau posting apa ya.........gue jg bingung. bener2 gaada topik hem..

sebenernya ada sih HOT NEWS^^

tapi...........

gk ah.

rahasia gue& bbrp org aja :-P

nanti kalo udh saatnya pst gue tulis eaea apasi yar sok iye bgt iduplo.

td conf sama aldscharze......

gk semua sih kurang bani dan amyra huhuhhhhhhhhhh.

trs autizzzz bgt nih emg ye pcr2 gue ckck

jd nulis trs pake emot yg :'( gt deh wth pdhl emg lg pada sok galau cm gt ga nyambung emg-_-

ck biar gt gue syg mrk........(sedih)

sbntr lg kan kita pisah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

btw bntr lg aldscharze 2 taun loh<3>