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A friend of mine just lend me her 'Stories for Rainy Days'.

It's kinda cheesy, but it melts my heart somehow.

and here's my favorite part:

"He was the kind of man I always dreamt of, or at least what was what I felt back then. We could talk about anything, really, anything. We could talk non-stop. Talking about our days, talking about things that mattered and things that didn't matter. Telling lame jokes without feeling stupid about it. Singing to favorite tunes and relating it to our live.

Sometimes you meet a person and you just click--you're comfortable with them, like you've known them your whole life, and you don't have to pretend to be anyone or anything. And he was that kind of person--for me."

And today, March 26th, marks our very first day (after spending 2,5 years non-stop talking to each other) for not talking and making any contact with each other.

I guess I just miss being happy,

or maybe,

I just want him to be around because he's the one who makes me happy.

A

Maybe I was taking you for granted

Maybe I didn't appreciate your existence until you're not here anymore

I need to stop questioning the reason why you left.

Maybe this is for the best--just like you said.

Secretly took this photo on our last dinner. Sorry, can't help it.

These past two years had been amazing.

Thank you, A. 

It's Finally Coming to an End

because nothing lasts forever, and I should know that.






"I wish time would slow down
So I could keep your heart around
If I can make you stay another day
I'll wait another day for you

But I know time won't slow down
So I can't keep your heart in my hand
But maybe if you stay a little while
You might feel like I do for you"