Little Sissy

hi, everyone.

i just realized that..

after all these years that i've spent writing on this blog (even for only like 10 times a year lately)...

i've never posted anything about my annoying yet lovely little sister.

he-he idk it never came up in my mind to write anything about her,

until now.

idk suddenly i want to post something about her,

maybe because she just came into my room, promised that she'd sleep with me tonight.

but guess what

minute later she said, "teteh gak jadi deh. aku mau tidur di kamar mama."

ugh why so annoying.

anywayy she'll be 6 years old this july.

and there was an odd (idk why i think it was) conv between me and her this afternoon,

Zif: teh aku bentar lagi ulang tahun

Yar: iya, tau

Zif: teteh mau aku gede gak? (what she meant was getting old, i think)

Yar: mau lah.. eh nggak deh, jangan
Zif: kenapa?

Yar: gak apa-apa. Emang kamu mau gede?

Zif: mau

Yar: kenapa?

Zif: masa aku kecil terus

Yar: Gapapa, kan lucu

Zif: jadi gede enak gak teh?
Yar: gak enak sama sekali, soalnya km harus blablabla............

and then i ended up having a curcol time with her, eventhough i know she wont understand. after having that conv with her, all of a sudden something popped up in my mind; would it be so nice if life has a restart button?

because there are plenty of things that i regret.
things that i wish never happened.
things that i really wanna fix.

aaand this is my little sister;

(ps: this is the very first time i post her face on my blog omg :/)

- Tiara Disya=